I am so many things from mother to musician. I have always been a sojourner and never a settler. I think if I had lived back in the Gold Rush days of the United States I would have been on a wagon train to the west, preaching and writing about some kind of spiritually for anyone who might listen.
I do currently live in California but came here by way of a 1982 white Subaru sometime in the early 1990’s. After serving as an interfaith chaplain in a small community hospital, I started working on my PhD in 2007. I am drawn to the work I do, but I'm awed by it at the same time. There is something both magical and tragic about walking the path of the academic study of religion.
I know that I am called to live a creative life, but I still have not figured out exactly what that means. I do know that there is something that draws me toward wanting to be creative and equally strong force that draws me away from it. Somewhere in that push and pull is an anxiety that often overwhelms me.
If I have one goal in life, it is to find a balm for that anxiety. I know that writing, meditation, and prayer are some of its ingredients, but I am far from finding the full formula.
